Friday, December 31, 2010

Big Nights


My sister said,
“You’re giving up tennis courts,
And swimming pools, and…”

But last night
When we got home,
The stars were amazing.

It was six degrees outside,
Yet we did not care.
We had to stay outside and
Look at our big, big sky
And admire our brightly lit night.

And then,
When I had crawled into bed
I looked out the window
And saw a shooting star
Right before
I shut my eyes and fell asleep.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Last Night


The wind howled, the
Rain poured and I lay awake
With thoughts in my head

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

I Would Like


I would like
To have a presence;
A quite, wise determination
About me.

One that attracts
Rather than deflects,
Encourages,
Seeks out the thoughts
Of those experienced.

A confidence
That comes through
In any situation,
Not of ego
But one that reflects
That I am loved
By Christ
And not the approval
Of others.

Sunday, December 26, 2010

New Beds


                                                                                    Summit got
A new bed
For Christmas
But Andy
Won’t
Get off of it.
You can call him
And coax him
But no,
He sits in the middle
Like a button.
And poor Summit
Just lets it go
And crawls onto
Her old blanket
                                                                                    And sleeps.

Friday, December 24, 2010

Christmas Eve


     I woke up early this morning.  It’s Christmas Eve and a delightful day is ahead.  First, a chocolate almond torte is to be made.  It has a load of chocolate, butter and eggs.   Then homemade marshmallows in all sorts of shapes for Colette’s hot chocolate tomorrow will be created.  After wrapping a few presents and stuffing stockings,  Tom will help my dad with a project and I will go get my niece Torunn so she can spend the afternoon with us.  We will go get a latte, take a walk with the dogs and have a bit of quiet time enjoying the tree and decorations and each other before going to the Christmas Eve church service.    We will eat a yummy dinner with family, perhaps play a new game and go to bed with thoughts of thankfulness and Christmas tonight.  
     Days never go quite as planned but still, I am looking forward to this one whatever it may end up bringing.
     Merry Christmas to you.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

I'm Sorry

I wasn’t at my best today. 
I mumbled and grumbled. 
I’m not sure what came out
from under my breath. 

And now, tonight,
It has passed
And I wish I hadn’t
Spent time being frustrated,
That I had let it go,
That I had held my tongue. 

I keep learning that things
Take care of themselves.
In ways, usually,
That I do not plan.
Yet it still happens
Sometimes.

And I’m sorry.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Christmas Thoughts


Outside, the trees are tied, the bushes wrapped, the wood is covered and the summer toys have been put away.  Inside, bread is baking, the fire is warm and crackly, the Christmas tree lights are shining and my dog, Summit, is snoring loudly.  The air is crisp, the wind is blowing and it is the first night in a good while that stars are not bright in the sky.  Snow tonight?  Yes, I think so.  Winter is on its way.
Recently, I tried to explain what snow was like to my friend, Julienne.  How it crunches when you walk on it, that you can sink down into it or slide on top of it.  How it can be wet and dry and hard and soft and oh, so very cold.  How each flake is different, tiny yet abundant.  How it surrounds you and blankets you and the world seems beautiful, quiet and still.  How you can pick it up and eat it or pack it into a ball and throw it or simply fall right into it.  I could not do its wonders justice.
I was not pleased to learn I would be sharing a room with her for a week, a stranger from a far away land.  She explained to me how she had lost a child to uncontrollable diarrhea, another to malaria and a husband to cancer; and of the three young children she has adopted and her sadness that her son may not be able to come home for Christmas. (Travel is dangerous and expensive.)  My story was of no less interest to her.  We gave each other a gift that week, one of sharing, compassion, friendship and laughter and my life will be richer because of it.  For she is wise in ways so different from me through experiences I cannot fully comprehend.
What I carry in my heart this season is the gift of friendship that goes in both directions, the gift of snow that brings fun and joy, the gift of new experiences (desired and not) that enable depth and compassion and the gift of Jesus.  And I think, if only to me, the presents that I have wrapped tonight (with rather excessive bows) carry more meaning this year.  I am blessed and thankful.
Merry Christmas, enjoy this winter and goodnight.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Old Wood

Our house
Is made of old wood.
From a barn in the East
From a mill in the valley
And from where else
I do not know.
Beech, cedar, pine
And other types too.
It makes me wonder
Who cut the trees down
Who built the lumber up
Whose feet have
Stepped on our floor
Whose horses have
Slept in its stalls.
I am sure
I will never know.
But the house speaks in
Silence, of experience
And richness.
Our home
Is built of old wood.

Monday, December 6, 2010

We Live

We live
A long way
From town.

Good Friends

We wanted
For our company
Tonight
To have the house clean
And decorated
And lovely.

Instead,
We slept in late,
Ate pancakes,
Kissed,
Went for a snowshoe
And made a mess.

We think
Our friends
Now won't care
(At least we
Hope not).

Dinner
Will still be be tasty
And the fire
Will still be cozy
And we will
Laugh,
Perhaps even more.

Indeed,
That's what
Happened.
Good friends.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Our Driveway

Our driveway
Is not for the intrepid.
It is steep and windy
And long.
On it
There is snow and ice.
A back hoe moved
Some of the white
To give one narrow
Bit of driving room.
If it snows any more
We may have to tunnel
To get into work and to town.
Our driveway
Is not for the intrepid.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

The Crooked Tree

It took
 I'd say
   100 years
     And more
       To grow
         And down
          It came
            In about
                     One hour.
                     It pained me
                   To watch
              The tall
              Tall tree
              Which grew
             Too crooked
                           Fall.
                   And now
                   It towers
                   Over our
               Little house
                   No more.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

This Morning

Do not be appalled
at how much sugar I like
on my hot oatmeal.

Feeding Breakfast to a Bear

You could say, I suppose,
we should be thankful.
He ate the stuffed red peppers out of the freezer
The ones that Tom really did not want
To eat more of
And
He left the apple strudel
Which I made last night.
The one that I really did want
To eat more of.

Around 5 a.m. I heard the noise,
Not too loud
But not too quiet
I thought something was in the wall
Because it has been.  A lot.
So I did not wake Tom.

Then Andy started barking,
Summit perked her ears
and Tom woke up.
“Hush Andy,” he said.
“No, there’s an animal.
Can you hear it?”

I usually stay in bed
Sitting up and shaking
When I hear noises in the night,
But this time I stood
and looked over the railing.
It was different somehow
This time.

“It’s inside” I whispered.
There was tinfoil on the floor.
I thought it was the strudel
Which I had left on the counter.

Now we were wide awake.
We shut the dogs in the bedroom
And both stood at the railing.
Tom got dressed.

"Go away bear" he shouted.
There was one last big scruffly noise
And then it was quiet.
I got dressed.

He ventured downstairs.
The dining room window was wide open
With the screen bent and twisted outside.
The refrigerator and freezer were open too.

I turned on the lights
And out on the back deck
Sat the bear
Eating the filling out of the pepper.
(Hmmm.  That’s how I ate it too.)
Black with pinkish ears.

Tom shined a flashlight at him
And off he went
Into the forest
Leaving only a scratch on the sill
And prints on the walls.

We think he will be back again tonight
For round number three.

Can we come stay with you?

He Was Not

He was not so charming
From very close up.
The snout of a pig
Wisps of hair.
Little eyes.
My teddy bear is cuter, I think.

The tag in his ear was number 13
A known trouble maker,
I've been told.
Not aggressive though.

I haven't found out
What has happened to him.
I wonder, but I
Do not want to know.

In a Cabin

In a cabin in the woods
A little man by the window stood
Saw a rabbit hopping by
Knocking at his door
"Help me, help me, help me", cried
Or the hunter will shoot me dead
Come little rabbit come inside
Gently we'll abide

Out of all of the childhood songs I sang, I am not sure why this one sticks with me.  On the first night in our new home in the woods, of all things, I was singing this in my head.  Hence the inspiration for the title of my new blog.  Thoughts and stories of home, my favorite place to be (except when I'm traveling).